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I'm so happy to be here again! Thanks for making me very popular and I've read all the comments! It really helps me out because I've been in a two year relationship which got more abusive over time. He would complain about anything I did and he would put me down whenever he could. He would say I'm not attractive enough, or too fat or too skinny. I lost my virginity to him and I was completely loyal to him but it didn't matter. That tattoo on my rear has his name on it and now I look back at how stupid I was to put it there. I feel like he branded me. By the second year of living with him he wasn't even working anymore so I had to support him. He's 28 years old. I was 17 when I first met him. Well that is past me now. Rob the photographer wanted me to come back and do another shoot after the first one but my boyfriend wouldn't let me. In fact he even texted Rob using my phone and told him that I was pregnant and I wanted my content removed from the site. All of it is untrue! Well now I'm free and I was really attracted to Rob. I knew that if I came back to see him now without a boyfriend I'd want to fuck him. When I got to see Rob I was really horny and when I found out that he had broken up with his girlfriend there was no way I wasn't going to have him sometime on the trip. Nothing happened the first night but after I masturbated I didn't care anymore I was not going to let him refuse me. We ended up fucking seven times and still got a lot of shooting done! I'm not sure I'm supposed to say this stuff on here but he can edit it out if he wants to. He's an older guy but he's in really good shape, buff and has thick brown hair and beautiful big hazel eyes. All the sex did make me sore though so I did more things in my butt for the video instead. I wouldn't let him fuck me in the butt. I also liked kissing him a lot, and holding him. His body is so firm and chiseled. Ok and I also really liked using the E-vibrator again because I don't have one at home and I only use my fingers then. So yea, I had an amazing time on this trip!


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I'm so happy to be here again! Thanks for making me very popular and I've read all the comments! It really helps me out because I've been in a two year relationship which got more abusive over time. He would complain about anything I did and he would put me down whenever he could. He would say I'm not attractive enough, or too fat or too skinny. I lost my virginity to him and I was completely loyal to him but it didn't matter. That tattoo on my rear has his name on it and now I look back at how stupid I was to put it there. I feel like he branded me. By the second year of living with him he wasn't even working anymore so I had to support him. He's 28 years old. I was 17 when I first met him. Well that is past me now. Rob the photographer wanted me to come back and do another shoot after the first one but my boyfriend wouldn't let me. In fact he even texted Rob using my phone and told him that I was pregnant and I wanted my content removed from the site. All of it is untrue! Well now I'm free and I was really attracted to Rob. I knew that if I came back to see him now without a boyfriend I'd want to fuck him. When I got to see Rob I was really horny and when I found out that he had broken up with his girlfriend there was no way I wasn't going to have him sometime on the trip. Nothing happened the first night but after I masturbated I didn't care anymore I was not going to let him refuse me. We ended up fucking seven times and still got a lot of shooting done! I'm not sure I'm supposed to say this stuff on here but he can edit it out if he wants to. He's an older guy but he's in really good shape, buff and has thick brown hair and beautiful big hazel eyes. All the sex did make me sore though so I did more things in my butt for the video instead. I wouldn't let him fuck me in the butt. I also liked kissing him a lot, and holding him. His body is so firm and chiseled. Ok and I also really liked using the E-vibrator again because I don't have one at home and I only use my fingers then. So yea, I had an amazing time on this trip! I'm so happy to be here again! Thanks for making me very popular and I've read all the comments! It really helps me out because I've been in a two year relationship which got more abusive over time. He would complain about anything I did and he would put me down whenever he could. He would say I'm not attractive enough, or too fat or too skinny. I lost my virginity to him and I was completely loyal to him but it didn't matter. That tattoo on my rear has his name on it and now I look back at how stupid I was to put it there. I feel like he branded me. By the second year of living with him he wasn't even working anymore so I had to support him. He's 28 years old. I was 17 when I first met him. Well that is past me now. Rob the photographer wanted me to come back and do another shoot after the first one but my boyfriend wouldn't let me. In fact he even texted Rob using my phone and told him that I was pregnant and I wanted my content removed from the site. All of it is untrue! Well now I'm free and I was really attracted to Rob. I knew that if I came back to see him now without a boyfriend I'd want to fuck him. When I got to see Rob I was really horny and when I found out that he had broken up with his girlfriend there was no way I wasn't going to have him sometime on the trip. Nothing happened the first night but after I masturbated I didn't care anymore I was not going to let him refuse me. We ended up fucking seven times and still got a lot of shooting done! I'm not sure I'm supposed to say this stuff on here but he can edit it out if he wants to. He's an older guy but he's in really good shape, buff and has thick brown hair and beautiful big hazel eyes. All the sex did make me sore though so I did more things in my butt for the video instead. I wouldn't let him fuck me in the butt. I also liked kissing him a lot, and holding him. His body is so firm and chiseled. Ok and I also really liked using the E-vibrator again because I don't have one at home and I only use my fingers then. So yea, I had an amazing time on this trip! Katy is a very gorgeous girl with some really long legs; and that beautiful smile of hers is just perfect. When she sent me her application photos ,, she seemed too hot for adult. So why is she doing FTV? Because she wanted to try something different other than fashion/runway. I was happy to oblige. She also has a confidence in herself, so she didn't seem too shy when we started on location at a mall. Her green dress is so short, or maybe because she is so tall; her butt sticks out even without heels. So it becomes a very sexy tease session as we get peeks of her vagina and butt throughout the location, and then she dances to some music there. We had to stop several times when the not-so-right kind of females walked by. When she spreads, you can see how juicy wet she is down there, and it builds up so much -- so that when she starts masturbating with the portable magic wand, it wasn't that hard for her to push that big head into her vagina (no lube needed!). That's also when I noticed that she might be a good extreme girl if she could take that thick head in without difficulty. She also expressed to me that as much as she liked the clitoral stimulation, to orgasm, she likes pure vaginal pounding. So that's what we aimed for when we went back home. I gave her the long dildo, and she pounds herself with it hard, but needs a 'helping hand'... so I start pounding her with the toy. She wants it extremely hard and fast, and it ends up making her mini-squirt... man my arm was getting pretty tired from using all my arm muscles to satisfy her. Notice how incredibly wet and juicy she gets, so I have her pick it up from her vagina and taste it. Also notice how deep she went with that toy, the deepest I've seen a girl do that thing, especially when I forced it a little deeper at the end. I felt like my presence might be a little bit of a distraction, so I let her masturbate again, with the camera on tripod... and this time with the Big Ten Toy. It does bring her to a strong orgasm, and she gets milky wet again. Of course she has to taste herself... The toy also becomes useful to 'stretch her out', and let us get some good gaping shots as well as clit closeups. Her clit is so tiny. I thought, might as well go for the biggest I have, and to get a genuine surprise reaction out of her, I brought it over from behind me, and introduced the FTV Titan Toy to her on camera. I was confident that she could take it, and she did -- the thing is massive, and its also very hard, like a glass toy. She takes it rather deep, and even deeper on the ride. It truly did push her limits, and it was starting to get her sore... The final challenge is to see if she can fist herself, which I was pretty confident she could, even with her much larger hands. It turns into a hard, deep, full fisting scene where she ends up with an orgasm (?) because she loves the penetration, but I think all that action finally stretched her out enough that she bled a little on her hand. So its time to take a break, and let her privates recover for the next day's shoot. And so the shoot continues on part 2, where she gets even kinkier... and just as extreme. The last clip is an outtake clip -- it was a contributing shooter who was supposed to spend a day shooting her, but it ended up not working out. I salvaged what I could from that shoot and made it into clip8. Back when I first shot Sabina, I thought, what a gorgeous, perfect-figured girl, and wouldn't it be nice to have her do a girl-girl for FTV? It was her first adult shoot, but since then, she has done other girl-girl shoots. She is only into girls, so I wanted to find an ideal match for her. Then there was Paisley I shot several months later, who I also wanted to pair with another girl, preferably extreme. In the end though, it was Paisley who contacted me and said that she wanted to have her first girl-girl experience with FTV, and she wanted to do it with Sabina, who she had met in person. And so it happened this way, where the pair came to shoot for FTV. Paisley had never even kissed a girl, so it was all new to her. We started at a park, though it was one of those super windy days, got a lot of wind noise on video. On to a more quiet place, there's a lot of breast play/nipple sucking, then straight to oral sex. Sabina takes charge, and gets Paisley to orgasm with her mouth (and Sabina is proud of her skills!) while Paisley is a little more amateur about it, and Sabina ends up using a vibrator to get herself to orgasm. The Vibraking had died right then, and so they ended up having to use this 'lesser' pink vibrator. I was hoping to get Paisley to squirt, while on top of Sabina, but it didn't happen since only the Vibraking made her do it. Then its extreme play Paisley being deep fisted (and for Sabina, it was her first time fisting a girl). Kinky play with dildos, foot fetish, a big bouncy ball... anal fingering and so on... both girls are very popular on FTV, and so it was a pretty awesome matchup. Katy is a very gorgeous girl with some really long legs; and that beautiful smile of hers is just perfect. When she sent me her application photos ,, she seemed too hot for adult. So why is she doing FTV? Because she wanted to try something different other than fashion/runway. I was happy to oblige. She also has a confidence in herself, so she didn't seem too shy when we started on location at a mall. Her green dress is so short, or maybe because she is so tall; her butt sticks out even without heels. So it becomes a very sexy tease session as we get peeks of her vagina and butt throughout the location, and then she dances to some music there. We had to stop several times when the not-so-right kind of females walked by. When she spreads, you can see how juicy wet she is down there, and it builds up so much -- so that when she starts masturbating with the portable magic wand, it wasn't that hard for her to push that big head into her vagina (no lube needed!). That's also when I noticed that she might be a good extreme girl if she could take that thick head in without difficulty. She also expressed to me that as much as she liked the clitoral stimulation, to orgasm, she likes pure vaginal pounding. So that's what we aimed for when we went back home. I gave her the long dildo, and she pounds herself with it hard, but needs a 'helping hand'... so I start pounding her with the toy. She wants it extremely hard and fast, and it ends up making her mini-squirt... man my arm was getting pretty tired from using all my arm muscles to satisfy her. Notice how incredibly wet and juicy she gets, so I have her pick it up from her vagina and taste it. Also notice how deep she went with that toy, the deepest I've seen a girl do that thing, especially when I forced it a little deeper at the end. I felt like my presence might be a little bit of a distraction, so I let her masturbate again, with the camera on tripod... and this time with the Big Ten Toy. It does bring her to a strong orgasm, and she gets milky wet again. Of course she has to taste herself... The toy also becomes useful to 'stretch her out', and let us get some good gaping shots as well as clit closeups. Her clit is so tiny. I thought, might as well go for the biggest I have, and to get a genuine surprise reaction out of her, I brought it over from behind me, and introduced the FTV Titan Toy to her on camera. I was confident that she could take it, and she did -- the thing is massive, and its also very hard, like a glass toy. She takes it rather deep, and even deeper on the ride. It truly did push her limits, and it was starting to get her sore... The final challenge is to see if she can fist herself, which I was pretty confident she could, even with her much larger hands. It turns into a hard, deep, full fisting scene where she ends up with an orgasm (?) because she loves the penetration, but I think all that action finally stretched her out enough that she bled a little on her hand. So its time to take a break, and let her privates recover for the next day's shoot. And so the shoot continues on part 2, where she gets even kinkier... and just as extreme. The last clip is an outtake clip -- it was a contributing shooter who was supposed to spend a day shooting her, but it ended up not working out. I salvaged what I could from that shoot and made it into clip8. Katy is a very gorgeous girl with some really long legs; and that beautiful smile of hers is just perfect. When she sent me her application photos ,, she seemed too hot for adult. So why is she doing FTV? Because she wanted to try something different other than fashion/runway. I was happy to oblige. She also has a confidence in herself, so she didn't seem too shy when we started on location at a mall. Her green dress is so short, or maybe because she is so tall; her butt sticks out even without heels. So it becomes a very sexy tease session as we get peeks of her vagina and butt throughout the location, and then she dances to some music there. We had to stop several times when the not-so-right kind of females walked by. When she spreads, you can see how juicy wet she is down there, and it builds up so much -- so that when she starts masturbating with the portable magic wand, it wasn't that hard for her to push that big head into her vagina (no lube needed!). That's also when I noticed that she might be a good extreme girl if she could take that thick head in without difficulty. She also expressed to me that as much as she liked the clitoral stimulation, to orgasm, she likes pure vaginal pounding. So that's what we aimed for when we went back home. I gave her the long dildo, and she pounds herself with it hard, but needs a 'helping hand'... so I start pounding her with the toy. She wants it extremely hard and fast, and it ends up making her mini-squirt... man my arm was getting pretty tired from using all my arm muscles to satisfy her. Notice how incredibly wet and juicy she gets, so I have her pick it up from her vagina and taste it. Also notice how deep she went with that toy, the deepest I've seen a girl do that thing, especially when I forced it a little deeper at the end. I felt like my presence might be a little bit of a distraction, so I let her masturbate again, with the camera on tripod... and this time with the Big Ten Toy. It does bring her to a strong orgasm, and she gets milky wet again. Of course she has to taste herself... The toy also becomes useful to 'stretch her out', and let us get some good gaping shots as well as clit closeups. Her clit is so tiny. I thought, might as well go for the biggest I have, and to get a genuine surprise reaction out of her, I brought it over from behind me, and introduced the FTV Titan Toy to her on camera. I was confident that she could take it, and she did -- the thing is massive, and its also very hard, like a glass toy. She takes it rather deep, and even deeper on the ride. It truly did push her limits, and it was starting to get her sore... The final challenge is to see if she can fist herself, which I was pretty confident she could, even with her much larger hands. It turns into a hard, deep, full fisting scene where she ends up with an orgasm (?) because she loves the penetration, but I think all that action finally stretched her out enough that she bled a little on her hand. So its time to take a break, and let her privates recover for the next day's shoot. And so the shoot continues on part 2, where she gets even kinkier... and just as extreme. The last clip is an outtake clip -- it was a contributing shooter who was supposed to spend a day shooting her, but it ended up not working out. I salvaged what I could from that shoot and made it into clip8. My experience filming with FTV went even better than I had anticipated. When my best friend, Charlotte, showed me her video and suggested I fly out to Arizona with her to shoot, I was both excited and nervous. After viewing other girls' videos on the website, I was eager to begin shooting but also afraid that my video wouldn't turn out as great as all of theirs. When I arrived in Arizona, the FTV team was extremely welcoming and absolutely a joy to be around. They made me feel comfortable and showed me how to experience the south western lifestyle. When I began shooting abs filming in the morning, I quickly loosened up and began having fun showing off for the cameras. Having Charlotte there with me definitely helped and made it so easy. It felt embarrassing yet ego boosting to have so many strangers seeing me flash the camera and expose myself, especially when I had someone approach and compliment me. Even though I was enjoying myself, the heat was a little much and I was super eager to jump in the pool the entire day. Getting to use a vibrator for the first time was also very exciting for me. It was difficult, I'll admit, to have an orgasm while I was being filmed. I needed Rob to leave the room any time I masturbated. The feeling of being watched makes it hard to loosen up and stay aroused. Once I was able to be alone and have play with the Eroscillator, the orgasms were amazing! In fact, I sent a link to my boyfriend so that he could buy me one for my birthday! It was also fun to experiment with new things. I discovered a lot about how much my body can handle and ways to be pleasured. I enjoyed the butt plug a lot more than I expected as well as the pink dildo. Using my hairbrush and curling iron though wasn't my favorite. The silicone on the brush pulled on my labia in an uncomfortable way and I actually pinched the inside on my vagina on the curling iron. I would rather stick using actually sec toys. Dancing, doing spreads. and massaging and folding my body made me feel a bit silly but it was still fun showing off for the camera. Overall, my experience filming my first time video was interesting, fun, and had me laughing and smiling all day long. After a long day, I enjoyed my long awaited swim with my best friend in such a beautiful place! Back when I first shot Sabina, I thought, what a gorgeous, perfect-figured girl, and wouldn't it be nice to have her do a girl-girl for FTV? It was her first adult shoot, but since then, she has done other girl-girl shoots. She is only into girls, so I wanted to find an ideal match for her. Then there was Paisley I shot several months later, who I also wanted to pair with another girl, preferably extreme. In the end though, it was Paisley who contacted me and said that she wanted to have her first girl-girl experience with FTV, and she wanted to do it with Sabina, who she had met in person. And so it happened this way, where the pair came to shoot for FTV. Paisley had never even kissed a girl, so it was all new to her. We started at a park, though it was one of those super windy days, got a lot of wind noise on video. On to a more quiet place, there's a lot of breast play/nipple sucking, then straight to oral sex. Sabina takes charge, and gets Paisley to orgasm with her mouth (and Sabina is proud of her skills!) while Paisley is a little more amateur about it, and Sabina ends up using a vibrator to get herself to orgasm. The Vibraking had died right then, and so they ended up having to use this 'lesser' pink vibrator. I was hoping to get Paisley to squirt, while on top of Sabina, but it didn't happen since only the Vibraking made her do it. Then its extreme play Paisley being deep fisted (and for Sabina, it was her first time fisting a girl). Kinky play with dildos, foot fetish, a big bouncy ball... anal fingering and so on... both girls are very popular on FTV, and so it was a pretty awesome matchup. My experience filming with FTV went even better than I had anticipated. When my best friend, Charlotte, showed me her video and suggested I fly out to Arizona with her to shoot, I was both excited and nervous. After viewing other girls' videos on the website, I was eager to begin shooting but also afraid that my video wouldn't turn out as great as all of theirs. When I arrived in Arizona, the FTV team was extremely welcoming and absolutely a joy to be around. They made me feel comfortable and showed me how to experience the south western lifestyle. When I began shooting abs filming in the morning, I quickly loosened up and began having fun showing off for the cameras. Having Charlotte there with me definitely helped and made it so easy. It felt embarrassing yet ego boosting to have so many strangers seeing me flash the camera and expose myself, especially when I had someone approach and compliment me. Even though I was enjoying myself, the heat was a little much and I was super eager to jump in the pool the entire day. Getting to use a vibrator for the first time was also very exciting for me. It was difficult, I'll admit, to have an orgasm while I was being filmed. I needed Rob to leave the room any time I masturbated. The feeling of being watched makes it hard to loosen up and stay aroused. Once I was able to be alone and have play with the Eroscillator, the orgasms were amazing! In fact, I sent a link to my boyfriend so that he could buy me one for my birthday! It was also fun to experiment with new things. I discovered a lot about how much my body can handle and ways to be pleasured. I enjoyed the butt plug a lot more than I expected as well as the pink dildo. Using my hairbrush and curling iron though wasn't my favorite. The silicone on the brush pulled on my labia in an uncomfortable way and I actually pinched the inside on my vagina on the curling iron. I would rather stick using actually sec toys. Dancing, doing spreads. and massaging and folding my body made me feel a bit silly but it was still fun showing off for the camera. Overall, my experience filming my first time video was interesting, fun, and had me laughing and smiling all day long. After a long day, I enjoyed my long awaited swim with my best friend in such a beautiful place! My experience filming with FTV went even better than I had anticipated. When my best friend, Charlotte, showed me her video and suggested I fly out to Arizona with her to shoot, I was both excited and nervous. After viewing other girls' videos on the website, I was eager to begin shooting but also afraid that my video wouldn't turn out as great as all of theirs. When I arrived in Arizona, the FTV team was extremely welcoming and absolutely a joy to be around. They made me feel comfortable and showed me how to experience the south western lifestyle. When I began shooting abs filming in the morning, I quickly loosened up and began having fun showing off for the cameras. Having Charlotte there with me definitely helped and made it so easy. It felt embarrassing yet ego boosting to have so many strangers seeing me flash the camera and expose myself, especially when I had someone approach and compliment me. Even though I was enjoying myself, the heat was a little much and I was super eager to jump in the pool the entire day. Getting to use a vibrator for the first time was also very exciting for me. It was difficult, I'll admit, to have an orgasm while I was being filmed. I needed Rob to leave the room any time I masturbated. The feeling of being watched makes it hard to loosen up and stay aroused. Once I was able to be alone and have play with the Eroscillator, the orgasms were amazing! In fact, I sent a link to my boyfriend so that he could buy me one for my birthday! It was also fun to experiment with new things. I discovered a lot about how much my body can handle and ways to be pleasured. I enjoyed the butt plug a lot more than I expected as well as the pink dildo. Using my hairbrush and curling iron though wasn't my favorite. The silicone on the brush pulled on my labia in an uncomfortable way and I actually pinched the inside on my vagina on the curling iron. I would rather stick using actually sec toys. Dancing, doing spreads. and massaging and folding my body made me feel a bit silly but it was still fun showing off for the camera. Overall, my experience filming my first time video was interesting, fun, and had me laughing and smiling all day long. After a long day, I enjoyed my long awaited swim with my best friend in such a beautiful place! I was born and raised in New Jersey which is a good and bad thing. Good is that I made so many memories and life long friendships there that i'll hold onto forever. However on the down side ever since the show Jersey Shore and the bad image they gave New Jersey, everyone that I meet automatically thinks that i'm like some "jersey shore" type of girl that goes clubbing, gets drunk and fist pumps, which is definitely not true. I would say i'm very conservative, which is kind of contradicted in this video, however it was my first time so there is a first time for everything! Growing up I was a huge tomboy being that I had an older brother that I would always want to compete with. He used to play hockey and make me be the goalie but wouldn't let me wear a face mask while doing it. So one day I was playing goalie for him and he decided to hit a nice hard slap shot right into my eye, which hurt like hell. Also since I had a big brother, I would always like to dress like a boy, which is kind of ironic because now i'm one of the girliest girls I know. But I used to wear gold chains, boy shorts, the whole nine yards. My mom hated it too, she would always force me to wear my hair in these hidiously adorable pigtails right on the top of my head, and I HATED them. I also used to play little league baseball when I was in about 3rd grade on an all boys team, so being the only girl on the team was kind of intimidating, but I showed em up. Eventually, when I was in eighth grade, my family moved to this neighborhood that was so different from where we grew up. It was where all the rich snotty families lived. And in my old school we had to wear uniforms to school which really sucked, but when we got to this new school we could wear whatever we wanted to so I had no idea what to wear! Also in 7th grade I sent a naked picture to this guy i was talking to and this girl that i hated that he was friends with went on his phone and sent the picture to herself and sent it to EVERYONE. So when i moved i thought yes, i'll stop getting tortured by these people and it'll all dissappear. nope. When I moved to my new school the picture followed me. It was really terrible, I had girls passsing me in the hallway calling me a slut, people looking at the picture and showing their friends right near me in class making fun of me. People were even making fake myspace accounts of me and sending the picture to my mom and my brother, who at the time i didnt tell anything to so they were oblivious to the whole situation. Eventually my close friends that i made at my new school noticed how bad it got and how much it affected me and told the guidance counselor, who then made me tell my mom what has been going on. She wasn't mad at all, she was more dissappointed that I hadn't come to her earlier about the situation so she could be there for me. so eventually the cops got involved and confiscated all of the phones and computers of those involved in it and it kind of fizzled away, but as an 8th grader it was very hard to deal with, but honestly it only made me stronger as a person. I was very to myself after that happened and never really wanted spotlight so when i got into highschool i played field hockey. I really loved it, but my mom thought that i would turn out lesbian like all of my coaches and made me quit to do cheerleading. The thought of being a cheerleader made me want to vomit. Trying out for the team was the most nerve wrecking situations for me ever. The thought of going in front of three judges all staring at me freaked me out. I couldnt even do a cheer in front of my mom without crying. However, i can honestly say that joining that cheerleading squad was one of the best things that has happened to me. Especially having my confidence totally ripped apart from the picture, being on the squad gave me my confidence back one hundred percent which felt good. So now i'm very confident with myself andf my body and could have all of those poeple in intermediate school that made fun of me look at me completely naked and id look at them and smile. I was born and raised in New Jersey which is a good and bad thing. Good is that I made so many memories and life long friendships there that i'll hold onto forever. However on the down side ever since the show Jersey Shore and the bad image they gave New Jersey, everyone that I meet automatically thinks that i'm like some "jersey shore" type of girl that goes clubbing, gets drunk and fist pumps, which is definitely not true. I would say i'm very conservative, which is kind of contradicted in this video, however it was my first time so there is a first time for everything! Growing up I was a huge tomboy being that I had an older brother that I would always want to compete with. He used to play hockey and make me be the goalie but wouldn't let me wear a face mask while doing it. So one day I was playing goalie for him and he decided to hit a nice hard slap shot right into my eye, which hurt like hell. Also since I had a big brother, I would always like to dress like a boy, which is kind of ironic because now i'm one of the girliest girls I know. But I used to wear gold chains, boy shorts, the whole nine yards. My mom hated it too, she would always force me to wear my hair in these hidiously adorable pigtails right on the top of my head, and I HATED them. I also used to play little league baseball when I was in about 3rd grade on an all boys team, so being the only girl on the team was kind of intimidating, but I showed em up. Eventually, when I was in eighth grade, my family moved to this neighborhood that was so different from where we grew up. It was where all the rich snotty families lived. And in my old school we had to wear uniforms to school which really sucked, but when we got to this new school we could wear whatever we wanted to so I had no idea what to wear! Also in 7th grade I sent a naked picture to this guy i was talking to and this girl that i hated that he was friends with went on his phone and sent the picture to herself and sent it to EVERYONE. So when i moved i thought yes, i'll stop getting tortured by these people and it'll all dissappear. nope. When I moved to my new school the picture followed me. It was really terrible, I had girls passsing me in the hallway calling me a slut, people looking at the picture and showing their friends right near me in class making fun of me. People were even making fake myspace accounts of me and sending the picture to my mom and my brother, who at the time i didnt tell anything to so they were oblivious to the whole situation. Eventually my close friends that i made at my new school noticed how bad it got and how much it affected me and told the guidance counselor, who then made me tell my mom what has been going on. She wasn't mad at all, she was more dissappointed that I hadn't come to her earlier about the situation so she could be there for me. so eventually the cops got involved and confiscated all of the phones and computers of those involved in it and it kind of fizzled away, but as an 8th grader it was very hard to deal with, but honestly it only made me stronger as a person. I was very to myself after that happened and never really wanted spotlight so when i got into highschool i played field hockey. I really loved it, but my mom thought that i would turn out lesbian like all of my coaches and made me quit to do cheerleading. The thought of being a cheerleader made me want to vomit. Trying out for the team was the most nerve wrecking situations for me ever. The thought of going in front of three judges all staring at me freaked me out. I couldnt even do a cheer in front of my mom without crying. However, i can honestly say that joining that cheerleading squad was one of the best things that has happened to me. Especially having my confidence totally ripped apart from the picture, being on the squad gave me my confidence back one hundred percent which felt good. So now i'm very confident with myself andf my body and could have all of those poeple in intermediate school that made fun of me look at me completely naked and id look at them and smile.
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